The day before

Tomorrow, we meet with the specialist for the first time.

I had intended to do quite a poignant post this morning, and with that in mind I've been thinking alot about my worries and fears, and how this thing is affecting my life in general ...encroaching on everything somehow.

So much hinges on tomorrow. I don't know what to expect. I have very little control over what happens next and I hate that something so very important is in someone else's hands for now. My biggest fear is that we'll be sent away to wait because I really don't know how well I'll cope with that.

But, when it comes down to talking about the impact that it's all having?

I'll just tell you this ...

I went to Devonport on Saturday, and I forgot to get chocolates.

Obviously, I'm a wreck.