And

In case anyone from my immediate team googles my blog ...

I love you guys and our customers. I enjoy coming here every day and I have loads of fun. It's also not just about money, but we are all mercenaries to a point. My job is hard work and getting harder by the week, simply with the volume and responsibility that is coming back on me. I've agonised over resigning, but when it comes down to it, the entire package just doesn't come together.

I'm hoping you'll all start talking to me again at some stage before I leave ...

xo